How about that...

Well I'm going to make this quick. I'm not really sure what I wanted to write but I was really excited about coming here to write something. Hmm...I need to think about this a little bit better, or at least try and make a note of what I was going to talk about. Well, things are going well for the most part. I met a boy, who doesn't have a cell phone, which makes my life rather difficult. I'm having a party this weekend...what else...I'm a little wound up today. Maybe if I could wrap my head around a single though I would be more useful. I will be back with intelligent things to say. Also, as per my most recent facebook status, I'm kinda sad that now that I can use a certain word to describe a certain person as freely as I wish, that person is not going to stay that thing, nor are they really much of that thing. grr.

Free Time

I am still waiting for my textbooks to come in the mail, so I have very little to do in the 5.5 hours of free time I will have between classes today. Currently I'm updating my grade tracking system, mostly just to do something school related. None of my teachers have posted any information online yet so I have very little that I can do. I want to make sure that I keep on top of everything this term so that I don't get to crazy when finals roll around. Right now I'm just bored and don't have much to say, but I don't want to stand outside and chain smoke, because I'm trying to cut back on that. Hopefully I'll find something interesting to do/talk about. Well I guess I'm going to sit and watch True Blood to try and kill some time.

New Happenings

Finals ended on Friday, they did not go as well as I hoped. With all of things that have changed in my personal life, it has affected my ability to perform at my full potential. I managed to get some decent grades, but overall my grades were not terrible, but the grades were not up to my standards. My week consisted of a celebratory pool party, followed by two days of sleeping, then two days of being sick. The rest of the week was a little bit of going out with friends, and a little bit of working.

I've been doing really well, and I've been really happy. I got my motorcycle permit on Saturday, I got a perfect score on the test! I did not get to go rock climbing, but that is just something I will have to plan for this weekend. I know I'm going to get more of the stuff done that I want to, it's just going to happen a little bit more slowly now that I'm back in school.

I changed my background because I feel like it's happy and represent my personality, and I want a happier outlook, and part of that was getting rid of my angry black background. I've made a lot of progress, I've started to hang out with some new people and get some new stuff done. I've been keeping myself pretty busy, which is always good. Plus, now that I have a new term started at school, and I have my personal life under control I can actually keep a good grasp on that, while still enjoying my personal life, and reaching all of my goals.

Time really flies by when you're doing things you love, and making and reaching goals every day. I think I'm doing a thousand times better than I have been in a really long time. I'm really taking care of myself, and I never realized how important that is. Well I have to run and find my next class! I hope everyone is having a great day!

PS-I lost another 8 Pounds!!
16 pounds in 5 weeks and counting!

Up and Down

I've been feeling pretty weird lately, just trying to focus on my school work and get stuff done. The term is almost over and I have so much to do! I'm just in the midst of a break at school, mostly because my first professor didn't show up to class. I have to try and get myself back together. Since I've been so depressed and stressed, I've been having a hard time sleeping because of the stress, but I'm tired all the time because of the depression. I'd say in the last three or so weeks I've missed more classes than I ever did my entire time at the culinary plus my entire time at drexel so far. Ugh, just another day.