It's really really over now, I'm going to get my stuff this weekend, we'll have to see how that goes. He promised he would be there. I really don't want to deal with it, I don't even want to do it. I'm going to have to, because that is the only way I can get past it, but I will be miserable about it until this whole mess has past...
I think every day it becomes more apparent how little he cares about me. He loved me..once. Then yesterday I realized that I am in fact losing more than just bobby. I'm losing Tammy, Jessie, Megean, and especially Aiden. That is what actually made me cry. I know Bobby is a cheater, and I'll meet another guy. A lot of people have been suprised that I can even get out of bed, nonetheless be so calm about the whole thing. Sitting in my car yesterday is really when it finally came crashing down on me, what was really going on...
May 14, 2009
Over Over Over...
Posted by Love Always at Thursday, May 14, 2009
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a lot of the time, losing your ex's family is the hardest part, especially when you've become so close to them. but just focus on one particular point: you're getting yourself back.
plus, i'm more than willing to accidentally break some windows when we move your stuff out :)
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