25 Things...

I've decided to add this here too, because I never right anything as it is...

...Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. (It's really not as hard as it sounds). At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
To do this, go to “Notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.

1. Sometimes I regret leaving the food/cooking industry
   
2. I'm afraid that after my surgery I'll lose to much weight, lose my boobs, or become one of those crazies who after they lose weight become obsessed no matter how thin they get they still "see themselves like they used to look"
   
3. I get depressed sometimes...a lot...but I've taken myself off my anti-depressents...in November
   
4. I miss Culinary school, it was soooo much better than hanging out with nerdy engineers
   
5. I don't think I have an real good friends anymore, I barely see/talk to anyone
   
6. I want to go to Vegas for my honeymoon
   
7. I can't wait to get my surgery (maybe next month if I'm lucky!) and I'm going to keep a photo-log of my weightloss
   
8. I'm afraid I won't be able to have kids, but I want at least 3, mostly boys, if possible
   
9. I'm greatful that I found the one person that I want to spend the rest of my life with
   
10. I didn't think it would be so hard to come up with 25 things
    
11. I love dancing, even though I suck at it
    
12. I miss highschool sometimes, just because at least back then my girlfriends and I would go to clubs and stuff
    
13. I want to live in Arizona, Southern California, or anywhere south of the mason/dixon
    
14. If I live in the south, I want to own a plantation, like a huge one, with a cool name, and seperate guest houses, and all that shit
    
15. I want to make enough money in my career that I can retire early, or if anything happens I can take care of myself and any children I might have
    
16. I'm conservative, like really really conservative, and I really don't care that people are bothered by it. When I have a plantation I will keep a shot gun in case someone comes on my property and exercise my right to bear arms, just for fun, because that's the kind of person I am, hehehe...
    
17. As conservative as I am, I support gay rights
    
18. I didn't vote for Barry Obama, I think it's ridiculous that he was raised by all white people but black people think he's special or something. (and don't worry, I assure you my kids will know I didn't vote for the first black president, because it's not about race for me, it's about politics)
    
19. I still cry everytime I get down to pray at church when I think about all the friends and family I've lost, especially Tim, and my aunt Gerrie
    
20. I wish I was more adventurous, Less shy, more outgoing...and mostly, less self conscience.
    
21. I want to work with women who have been abused, for some sort of shelter or something
    
22. I love country music and hip hop, and that's about it
    
23. Even though it's 7:35am, I'd kill to be in a bar with a white russian and a cigarette
    
24. I'm going to quit smoking... I got the patches and the gum and everything, I just need to actually pick a day, and start using them...because I don't really wanna quit, I'm procrastinating.
25. After I get married, I want to get lots and lots of tattoos, lots of tattoos, but I want wait until then so I can look nice in a wedding dress...and I want something like this for my next one, on my calf or my side...