Sick and Lonely

The thing that makes me more depressed than anything is doing nothing. When you're sick, the fastest way to get better is to sleep, rest and pretty much just lay in bed, until you feel better. I've been sick for almost a month now, and my doctor first thought I was just sick, then she thought maybe it was allergies, then I came down with pneumonia. Today I got a call from my doctor saying that I am allergic to everything. F'ing sweet.

Since I've been sick, I lay in my bed and watch "Bones" on my computer. Occationally I can sleep, usually for only 3 or 4 hours at a time. Sometimes I can't sleep at all and I just lay there for hours until I become so madly unhappy and depressed that I drug myself up until I pass out.

I just don't want to be sick anymore, it makes me so depressed, I just want to be with Bobby watching TV and cuddling. That's not so much to ask....